Bariatric Surgery

June of last year, I went to AGMC for my bariatric surgery.  It was not as tough physically as I thought it would be.  My family and I showed up at the hospital at 7:00am for a 9:00am surgery.  My husband wanted to write messages to the surgeon on my belly with a Sharpe, but I would not let him.  They did all the pre-op and gave me a blood thinner shot that made my arm feel like it was on fire.  When I went into the operating room I was very nervous, but within a few minutes my surgeon was there and he surprised me by being energetic and asking if I was ready for my procedure.  Believe it or not he made me feel very comfortable.  Before I knew it I was asleep.  When I awoke in the recovery room I was hurting.  I woke up saying ouch, ouch.  I remember the nurse telling me that I needed to wake up more before she could give me any more pain meds.  You better believe I woke up fast.  It is something going into a surgery not hurting and coming out hurting.  The wait was several hours before I saw my family.  I didn't get into a room until 3:00pm and that is when I saw my husband and mom.  When I looked at my belly I had five small holes and a drain tube.  The surgery was done laproscopicly.  Within a few hours I was up walking and going to the restroom.  I have to tell you the pain medicine was knocking me for a loop.  After this surgery I was on an all clear liquid diet for a day.  Then moved to a liquid diet.  Overall it went fast, but was a very hard concept to handle at the time.  Only drinking 2oz of something at a time is difficult, but doable!! I did it.  I also had to drink constantly to get enough fluids into my system.  by day two-three I was aloud to have broth.  Chicken broth is good, but I will never ever try beef broth again.  GROSS!!!!  My surgeon was great.  He visited every day and so did his nurse and the dietitian.  I was discharged on day three to home.  Only to be readmitted two days later for dehydration.  I only stayed in the hospital for a day, being pumped up with fluids.  I felt like a million bucks after that.   Don't get me wrong I did ask myself why the hell I put myself through it, but within two weeks I was back holding my kids and getting watered down mashed potato's.  That was the best thing I have ever eaten in my life!!!  The hardest part for me through this experience was more mental than physical.  My youngest was only 5months old and was having breathing problems.  The day I came home we had to 911 him to the hospital.  He has been diagnosed with asthma since then, but to be having problems with him and me just home from the hospital was a bit more than my nerves could handle.  Thank goodness for our extended family support system and our great neighbors!!!  By the way by me two week follow up visit I had already lost 18 lbs.  The weight just began to fall off. OK, guys give me some feedback what more do you want to know.  Give me some ideas.
Lea

Taken a month and a day after my surgery
Clothes were already fitting better!!

Pre-Op Testing

For starters, I had to go through a six month supervised weight loss program. If you have been reading all the blogs you are aware that I lost 35-40 lbs. during that time period and became pregnant with my son. Things were then put on hold. During my six month supervision, I was fortunate enough to see the surgeon each month and the dietitian each visit. The dietitian had helpful hints on how to eat better and healthier. Remember this is a life changing event not just a quick fix.


After having Blake I no longer wanted to have bariatric surgery. I visited the same surgeon to have him fix a hernia that had developed after my pregnancy. The surgeon convinced me that I needed to lose 50lbs. for him to safely fix the hernia. So, the fastest way to lose that much weight was to go ahead and have the bariatric surgery. My insurance had already been approved so I had to complete all the great pre-op testing. The pre-op testing included a sleep study, upper GI, barium swallow, EKG, breathing test, ultra sound and a lot of blood work. I also had to get a copy of my annual pap to the bariatric office. Insurance, like normal, covered most, but we did have a large amount of out of pocket expense to pay for. The procedures that bothered me most were the barium swallow/cookie swallow, where I almost threw up and the sleep study. I didn’t like being away from my family and no one enjoys sleeping away from home. The tests did show a number of things I had no clue about. The ultra sound showed a spot on one of my kidneys, I had multiple large stones in my gallbladder and I had sleep apnea. No wonder I was always tired and could sleep 10-12 hrs. each day. At this point I began using a C-PAP machine. I don’t have to use it anymore. Sleep apnea is no longer an issue. After all the testing I was cleared for bariatric surgery for June.

Next to come-My Bariatric Surgery Experience.

Lea
 
 

New Years Eve 2004

 

Kids Play

     When D was old enough to run and have play dates at the park, I remember being depressed because I really couldn't keep up with her.  Mike always had to be with her while I usually stayed home or sat on a park bench.  Mike and I talk about a time when D ran from me in a parking lot and he thought he was going to have to run past me to get her.  Thank goodness she had long hair then or I would have never caught her.  I couldn't fit on swings, tired easily and lets not forget about the physical aches and pains that I had.  I wasn't able to give D baths, because of the pain it caused my back.  even when I first had Blake I wasn't able to give hims his tub baths the pain was to much to bare.  That was then.  Now, is a bit different due to the weight loss surgery. 
     I can now fit on the swings.  When we go to the park I swing next to D and I can follow Blake around without tiring out.  Last month when we went to get ice cream for the kids we let them play at a little park.  Blake went up to the top of the play yard while Mike was still helping D.  Mike is still trying to play and keep an eye on both kids as he has done in the past.  Mike yelled in a panic thinking Blake was going to fall down the fireman's pole and get hurt.  to Mike's surprise I had climbed the side of the structure and was waiting for Blake at the top.
     I now can give the kids baths without any problem or pain.  Also, I enjoy bike riding with the kids and have been known to put the kids in the power wheel and run alongside them around the neighborhood.  At the beginning of summer this year the kids, Mike and I went on a  crazy 20 mile bike ride.  The physical change and increased energy that I have experienced since my bariatric surgery is amazing.
Hope you are still enjoying, Next to come, My pre-op experience, getting ready for bariatric surgery.
Lea

The Kids and I on our 20mile bike trip through Akron

Going clothes shopping was a nightmare!!!

Forgive me if this is a short and sweet blog. I am having one of those days that you wish you could go to sleep and wake up and it’s tomorrow. I wanted to talk to you about my experience clothes shopping and how difficult it was to shop for clothes once I did get pregnant.


After months of costly infertility treatments and artificial inseminations, I got the good news that I was pregnant. At the beginning of my pregnancy, I was 285lbs. I just kept telling myself that I am not the only big girl to ever have gotten pregnant and that this experience wasn’t going to be difficult. I out grew my clothes within a few months and my mom took me shopping for my first set of maternity clothes. These clothes were 3X clothes and they were the biggest the store carried at the time. My mom ended up spending close to $300.00 that day. I tried to make those clothes last as long as possible, but, I quickly grew out of them within a few months. I ended up shopping at an expensive plus size clothing store that carried clothes from 4X up. The average top costs about $40.00. It seems as though if you are in need of plus size clothing you better make lots of money, because the clothes are not cheap. By the end of my pregnancy I was wearing 5X clothes and weighed in at my heaviest at 305lbs. I had racked up a large clothing bill at two clothing stores and was having a very hard time finding clothes that were comfortable and didn’t look like a part of a parachute. I had one shirt that I liked a lot. Thank goodness my mother in law was able and willing to make a pattern from it and made me two more shirts to get me through the rest of my pregnancy.

When D was two I began going through infertility treatment again and no luck. I was told that I only had a 2% chance of having a baby on my own without invitro. That procedure was going to cost anywhere from $7,500-$10,000. I didn’t want to put my family through that financial burden. Instead, I bought a new car and put having another baby out of my mind. I began thinking of having weight loss surgery and getting myself healthy. This is when Mike and I joined a gym and began working out. I made and appointment with an Akron bariatric surgeon to see if I was a candidate, and I was. I had to go through a six month physician monitored weight loss program before my insurance would cover the surgery. When my six months were up and I had lost 45lbs., on my own with a healthy diet and exercise. To my surprise I became pregnant with blake just before my surgery.This is now 4 years after D and the whole clothes thing was a bit different. The Motherhood maternity store started carrying larger clothes and I still had the clothes from my first pregnancy. I didn’t get as heavy with Blake, but I was larger. I gained 45lbs. during my pregnancy with Blake.  My weight at the beginning of that pregnancy was 250lbs. and ended at 295lbs.
Lea

This pic was taken June 2009

Never take going to a resuraunt for Granted!!

     Before children, and when we could afford it, we went out to eat alot.  some of our favorite places included Rockney's, Longhorn Steakhouse and the park and eat places like A&W and Swensons.  The night Mike proposed, he took me out to eat at Longhorn Steakhouse.  That was the last night I was able to fit into a booth.  from that night on when we went out we usually needed to be seated at a table.  The only exception was if the table could be moved and Mike would pull the table towards him so that I could slide into the booth on the opposite side.  I also, remember going to Swenson's during the cold months and they couldn't get the door closed with me and the food tray attached to the inside of the door.  It was very embarrassing.  That was the last time we went to a park and eat establishment in the cold months.  Life is a bit different now.  When going out to eat my concern is that they offer healthy foods that can agree with my new digestive system.  My eating habits are completely different now and it presents a whole different set of problems for going out to eat, but personal embarassment and shame are no longer an issue.

My brother and I in Winter 2005

Infertility-the begining

 


We were married in 2001 and when my parents and I went looking for my wedding dress we ended up buying it at David's Bridal. To this day I feel as though we settled on a dress. It was beautiful, but not my dream dress. The other bridal shops we went to didn't have plus size dresses. My dress was a size 26 and still needed the sides let out because it was too small. My goal is for Mike and I to renew our vows in 2011 at Disney World (where we had our honeymoon). I am not sure what kind of dress I will be wearing, but I can tell you this time I am not settling.

In April of 2002 my Nana passed away. I was only on birth control for a very short period of time. I decided that life is to precious and I wanted to get pregnant before I lost my other grandmother. In August 2002 Mike and I took a trip to the Cleveland Zoo. I began bleeding and started having increased pain throughout the day. During that night I couldn't take the pain any longer. The pain was so bad I thought I was having a heart attack. When I go to the hospital they did an exam and a pregnancy test. In the ER the doctors told me I was pregnant, but having a miscarriage. They stated I needed to go home and let nature take its course. They gave me a dose of pain medicine and sent me home. Well, on the way home I had an allergic reaction to the pain meds and was taken back to the hospital by ambulance. A week later I was still bleeding and running a fever. My mother-in-law finally convinced our PCP that I needed an ultrasound. The ultrasound showed that I had an ectopic pregnancy. I was taken to the OR for emergency surgery. Because of my weight and size the doctors were unable to do the laproscopic surgery through my belly button. They had to do an open surgery, which cut me from hip bone to hip bone. I lost the baby and my left Fallopian tube. It took a month for me to recover.

We tried getting pregnant again starting in November. Come January 2003 and I still wasn't pregnant. I knew something was wrong. We decided to start seeing a fertility doctor in Akron. This was the first time in years that my weight again became a major issue again. The fertility doctor diagnosed me has being morbidly obese and stated that my infertility is directly related to my weight. He was constantly telling me I needed to get the weight off if I wanted to get pregnant. He had me on a sugar/diabetic pill which helped me lose 15lbs., but it also made me sick all the time. I couldn't take it anymore he was a doctor that told you the way it was and I just wasn't used to hearing it. I stuck with the months of treatments, because I wanted a baby in the worst way and adoption wasn't an option at that time. To be continued at a later date.

Lea

This Picture was taken a month before my ectopic surgery

College/Mike

     Sorry, for the two day delay, but life stepped in.  I wanted to talk to you about meeting my husband and share with you a little from our college years.  I was a Senior when Mike and I started dating.  He was only the third person I officially ever dated.  I tipped the scales at 220lbs.  Mike and I first met 3 years earlier during a 4-H trip and found each other again in 1995 when both of us were going through training for to be camp counselors.  What an experience that was being a chubby girl.  I remember one of the trust drills we did ended in an injury.  The extension agent was having each counselor close their eyes and fall into the arms of the others.  That part was fine, but then he was having the entire group hold us up off the ground.  I tried to convince him I was way too big for them to hold me.  Didn't work, he made me do it anyway.  They tried to pick me up and dropped me to the floor.  My head hit the ground and everything went blurry.  When I came to, I had a friend holding a bag of ice to my head.  I got to tell the extension agent I told you so.  Yes, Mike was there, but he states he doesn't remember the event, maybe he is being nice.
     Not that I wasn't happy before meeting Mike, but I wasn't as anxious about my size or weight with him.  Mike loved me the way I was.  People ask me all the time what he thinks about my dramatic weight loss and he says he loved me before and he loves me now.  He just wants me happy and healthy.  I remember us in college parties and I always found myself looking around to see if I was the biggest person and usually I was.  I remember not going to a few parties, such as the Halloween parties, because I couldn't find a costume that would fit.  You better believe this year we are going downtown to party.  Any ideas for a costume??  The four years in college I gained 45lbs at graduation I weighted 265lbs.  I didn't enjoy sitting in the class rooms that had the one piece chair & desk combos.  I didn't fit in them.  I had the same problem in the old auditorium seats with the table that flipped out.  When I was at campus forget about walking to class.  I made sure I got to campus early enough to use the campus bus system to haul me around.  The couple of times I did walk around campus I thought I was going to die.  I also was worried about crowded buses.    While I was in college, Mike purposed in 1998.  As I stated above with Mike, I wasn't worried about my weight.  At least not until I just kept getting bigger, became borderline diabetic and was having infertility problems a year after we were married.  The doctors related my infertility to me being overweight.  Can you guess what I am going to talk about in tomorrows blog???
Thank for reading letting me know what you think.
Lea  

Mike and I Spring 2000

Mike and I Summer 2010